i drowning again, i messed it up again, exhausted again. okeyy, it’s not the first timee.
What I am doing now
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Surviving: Fighting through severe burnout, physical illness, imposter syndrome and institutional friction while keeping my sanity intact.
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Developing: Pausing heavy architecture refactors; keeping Nanoo Labs and AI workflow on hold while the core system recover.
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Learning: Forced lessons in accepting limits, managing low-power survival mode, and dealing with unexpected stack shifts.
Where I am
I live in Tumpang, Malang, East Java, Indonesia.
Studying
Yeaaa, currently learning how to force a hard shutdown on my own brain when the system hits critical failure.
This is my /now page. It is inspired by Derek Sivers and Jarema.